elizabeth's rants


today was fun!!
August 31, 2004, 6:34 am
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HAPPY TEACHER”S DAY!!! Anyway, i doubt that’s aanyone who will read this. Today had ACES day work out..cannot make it larhs. i like the kick boxing one betterr. My class presented a dance item to the teachers. I wasn’t up there larhs..of course. So not me..hehehe. Some skits by the sec 4’s were pretty good, some were just laggy and out-of-point. CAn’t think of any way else to describe them

After school, had a splitting headache because of the horrible weather. COuldn’t tahan..so we(me, wenna and WM) took a cab to wenna’s place instead of waiting fer the 53 bus. Was so funny.. there was this indian woman and i think her dinner waiting fer cab too.. then there were a few PL lites that went in front of her to wait for taxi. So the 3 of us wanna play also,so went to stand like just a few metres away frm that two pple. Then the woman got so angry, she walked up to WM and started “scolding” her. SAying that we were so inconsiderate and all.. Obviously she had been waiting quite long fer a cab to come larhs. But oh well, WM and i jus walked away laughing out loud and making all sorts of giggles. That crazy woman tried to show off that she could catch a cab, and walked onto the road. Then the SBS bus was like “beeeeeep beeeeeep” Nah..it didn’t hit her..hehe.. But like less than a minute later, 4cabs came and everyone went off.

Reached wenna’s hse and ponked on the bed. Then decided to bath. Haha..wenna’s dettol soap minty minty one.when i came out, whole body like so weird feeling hahaa..I was like the only one wearing white..? then the 2 of them wore black!! Worse, both of them skin so dark then i looked like a ghost? Gosh..And that two perverts try to “take advantage” of me can!! Oh well..it’s all censored. Kept within that room and the 3 of us..hehe

So we headed down to Kovan first for WM to meet her pri sch friend. Then wenna and I went to Library @ Esplanade. BEAUTIFUL place..2nd time going there onlys.. Coz it’s so out of the way..? haha.. Then met Jeanette. So long didn’t see her liaos..it was so awkward. Instead of giving her a HUG..i gave her a PATTTTT on the shoulder and said “hey..long time nv see you!” -_-”so diaoz lor.. How can i give my SENIOR a pat on the shoulder!!???

Headed down to Bugis, MRT was so crowded!! Managed to squeeze in larhs..=) Luckily it was only stop from City Hall.. Wanted to take photos from a nice nice machine. Bleah..it was so crowded, we used the lao ya one..But it wasn’t too bad lar..dunno if it was lao ya or nobody saw that it had a short queue..I looked like a GHOST in the picture lor. Wah piang.. Who ask the 2 of them so dark. Plus my shirt was fully white. So my face and shirt like same thing???!!! what am i talking about.. Lucky i didn’t look too pale, or else it would have been terrible.

Hope the Singapore Chinese Orchestra director is coming down this sat to hear us out. Sad i’m not playing. Haiz..Anyway, hope all the ringers will be prepared!! that director keep delaying.. by the time we start practicing, would probably be during exams liaoz..

Holiday tmr.. Piano lesson and Chinese tuition..Have to remember to bring the presents.. Hehehehehe..last yr i actually forgot!! So gong..  



stomachache
August 30, 2004, 6:34 am
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Yesterday went fer AOK..was with marcus and lemmiiii..crazy pple. We went “knock knock!!” “anyone at home” “HI!!! we would like to invite you to our church on the 11th of september at 7pm. We’re having an outreach and we would like to see you there.” haahaha..

Had to speak in mandarin (fortunately once only to this ah pei!) and i used all the super china words sia!!can’t imagine what i was doing larhs..then guess what??!! i forgot how to say “church” in chinese..  -_-” cannnot make it.heng marcus was there or else i would have died standing there! 

Anyway..there’s gonna be a soccer match this sunday! wooohoooooooooo..they got grt timing. at least next week’s a holiday so can go SUPPORT!!! whee…Still not sure what the details are. All i know that it’s against YMM our sister church! maybe can meet some familiar faces there..=) this time my sis better be there or else nobody to cheer with hehehe..the other match was like so DUH lor.. all the aunties were so ONZ!! then the youths sit there..stone. this time muz cheer more. Last time my sis not there..no gung ho. This time hopefully will be different!

Today ended lesson at 6.15pm lors! stupid teacher at TKGS end lesson so late. And we were supposed to take a test coz we weren’t there last week can..then she drag so long. Later heard that we muz write letter why we didn’t turn up fer lessons last week or we get zero fer the paper. HELLO? we didn’t even know there was going to be a test! And the past few times we didn’t go, she didn’t even ask y we were not there! irritating larhs!



`freaking social studies teacher!
August 27, 2004, 6:33 am
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This week was just SLACK away..cyberweek was a total waste of time! And everyone was telling me that there was nothing to do, so I was just sitting around the computer and staring at the screen waiting fer someone to post something on the forum. And well..nobody did.

Went fer piano lesson at 2.45 yesterday. My knuckles were cracking while i was playing the piano???!!! I sounded like a bone rattling skeleton. Bought a new pair oh footwear, sandle/slipper?? lurve it lots!! haha..after piano lesson, came home fer a short while b4 going out to meet ruth fer dinner. SAKAE SUSHI!! thanks fer the treat! ahahhhaa..feel so guilty now. Next time my turn to treat liaoz. haha. We were talking and eating when i realized how much we drifted apart since my sec 1 yr. Sigh.. glad that we had a WARM chat yesterday though it was kinda short..? haha..

Reached home and watched sg idol?!! not nice at all.. I din see the first 4 or 5..then only when it came to DAVID YEO AND OLINDA then it started to get exciting.. Jessea is pretty good too..YEAH? david yeo like quite a puppy dog to the judges?? Like everything they say, he will listen but of course it gives him an advantage if he listens to them like some small kid. Oh well.. clement quek was saying he can do better than most of them..RIGHT..like i can believe that.

Anyway..today was sick.Had A math tuition..and i was rather awake??!!yar then after that was supposed to go down to the t-shirt company at boon keng with the annabell,mel and pearly. BUT i had to stay back to do social studies instead!!! i was so pissed off i kept arguing with the teacher. But, no use, i still had to do it. So sat in the canteen ALONE..doing my ss. finished it 45mins..hope i didn’t write too much crap. Think i did it pretty faast, teacher seemed surprised when i handed it in. Oh wells.

I think i’m getting bolder each day. I’m no longer the type that wait for others to take the first move b4 i start. But now, i’m the one who takes the first move. Be it doing solo or a few of us, i now dare to do what i want. I still rememebr when i was at the London airport and the manager didn’t allow me to take first class because i was wearing jeans and shoes?? I started arguing with that stupid bald headed guy who deprived me of the chance to get a seat in the first class cabin. Argh..i stood there arguing with him fer about 15mins until i deicded to give up and i told him “forget it!” Of course,i didn’t speak in those laoyah english that would make the london guy think i’m some psycho. PROPER ENGLISH!! haha!

Marcus and lemuel are at my place fer homecell.. and they’re just beside me?? goshh!! better go now..

So proud of myself..!! i finished youth camp registration yesterday! final draft is DONE!!!



cyberweek
August 24, 2004, 6:31 am
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I’M ANTI CYBERWEEK!!
eewww i don’t like this idea of studying from home at all!
Firstly, there are tons of reports to do(including chinese!!)
Secondly, mum thinks i’m too free coz i’m on the net..??
Thirdly,my eyes are gonna go bonkers!!

like whatver larhs..
so much to do
yet so little time
shall start doing my research on SHE!!
and i don’t even know a single thing about them
unless you want me to add that they are a bunch of act-cute wanna be stars?
ah..that could be acceptable?

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Change my heart Oh Lord 
Make it every true            
Change my heart Oh Lord  
May I be like You
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事情是否应该这样发生?
就因为那一点小事
一切都转眼过去了

一直在期待我能回到您的身旁
握着您的手,一种信心
让我知道你不会离开我
但一切都不同了。。

不愉快的日子将在我脑海里浮现
让我知道,应该开始独自身活
因为现在我知道
你永远不会再回来

为什么?!
为什么这一切要发生?
毒狠怎么会在我们生活变成那么真实
使我在那一刻失去你

你就这样地走了
你说,对我公平吗?
抛下我一个来处理这混乱
我恨死你

okay..my chinese is not good or anything..the lyrics don’t seem to match?haha..but it was fun writing this short 5 part “poem” haha

P.S for those who can’t see the stuff up there, try going to “view” then click “Encoding” and choose “Chinese Symplified”. That’s if you can actually read and understand chinese, then go bother to do it. haha



Stay the Same
August 23, 2004, 6:31 am
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Chorus
Don’t you ever wish you were someone else,
You were meant to be the way you are exactly.
Don’t you ever say you don’t like the way you are.
When you learn to love yourself, you’re better off by far.
And I hope you always stay the same,
cuz there’s nothin’ ’bout you I would change.

Verse
I think that you could be whatever you wanted to be
If you could realize, all the dreams you have inside.
Don’t be afraid if you’ve got something to say,
Just open up your heart and let it show you the way.

Chorus

Bridge
Believe in yourself.
Reach down inside.
The love you find will set you free.
Believe in yourself, you will come alive.
Have faith in what you do.
You’ll make it through.
a



So you would come
August 22, 2004, 6:30 am
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Yesterday was grEat! It started off with handells at 9am, took a lift from dad since he was going to school too(for some meeting). Janice decided to choose another CCA instead, looks like both Janice don’t like Handbells? haha..we were quite kan chiong bout the SCO director coming. BUT, mrs wong later told us that he’s not coming??!!! We were all like -_-”. hahaha!!Had to take wanyi’s notes since i was not playin any of the songs (was having musical rehearsels when they performed this song). “Under the sea” was fun to play. Then there was the lower sec practice, missed nearly all the notes when i took wanyi’s notes again. Hehe

Went down to church after school, saw some “chinese chinese type of offering” along the road on my way to church all the way to church. THen directly opposite church, they were setting up a stage for some “concert” thing..seems like their PA system better than ours?kidding..we had sound tests and all.. Practised through the songs. Everything was ready. We had prayer meeting at the corner room. Could feel that the presence of GOd was there with us, ready to go b4 us. Though it was quite short, but i believe that He heard our prayers.

There were quite a number of newcomers.Everyone was sitted arounf this cardboard table (with a nice cloth draped over it), sitting on stools. We started with icebreakers, then worship and praise. The new system at 2nd level is like so professional sia..to me larhs. haha. Marcus and my brother both zaoxia! haha..i started laughing..??.. while playing the keyboard!It was so cartoon..couldn’t help it man. But overall it was good good! hehe.Then after we watched the video(“The appointment”), leanne asked the band to go up again.. Then I was like..”huh?” am i supposed to go up, coz it was like in-prom-to type. Then we sang “One way” again. Marcus was like ”I need to redeem myself” haha.SO dis time they didn’t zaoxia or anything.

Didn’t eat much during dinner..Like only 5 guys were helping to clear up the makeshift tables and chairs. So went to help them lor, they seemed so pitiful. hee..folded the boxes to make them flat flat..haha then had to literally drag out the pews from the Bethel room (and SOME pple called me ”weak!!”). I’m a girl!!We jammed fer about 1 and a half hrs b4 we had to clear up and all..

Saw Ivan tan dancing some duck dance as i was in the car on the way back..eewww

My younger couldn’t sleep until 12+..so i stayed up to make sure he fell asleep first( I sound so nice and sweet eh?). But resulted in being unable to wake up the next morning..hehe wasn’t feeling too good (maybe over-exhaustion and over-thinking)..

Nothing much happened today..gotta go watch National day rally. My “ou xiang’s” son giving speech.. so you can guess who my ou xiang is larh!
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O God are you listening
I ask for your presence
I need you now
to show me the way
To give me directions

I need your compassion
i need your deliverance
Please lead me once more
Show me the way
I know I will find my place
Someday…



busy busy busy!!
August 20, 2004, 6:30 am
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I just realized this year has gone past sooo quickly,so fast that i find myself at a lost that I dun have anymore time..My list of things for the rest of the year. Let’s see…

1)Preperation for youth camp registration form and later the file!(campers, this yr’s file is special!!)
2)Singapore Youth festival practices
3)Handbells practices for Christmas performances
4)Handbell’s half-costume
5)Dance performance at the end of the yr in church
6)Handbells practices with Singapore Chinese Orchestra(kinda doesn’t match though..)
7)End year exams(like wow!how exciting..)
8)Piano exams(I so hafta pass this one)
9)Learn to cook and wash clothes (b4 parents and siblings go to melbourne!!without me and iz)
10)Top priority is God,followed by family and close ones and then handbells 

These are my top 10 i guess. Much more to follow but I’m tired..Ahhhsss

Do you think we stand another chance?
Was this meant fer us?
Please tell me..I’m lost

I need you Holy Spirit
Come touch me with your oil of annointing
I need you Holy Spirit
Come touch me once again

 

 



i’m giving up
August 17, 2004, 6:29 am
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hey gal, i hate to say this. But now i know..i’ve probably been a nag to you all this time. Telling you to break off with him and everything & now you probably hate me as much as he does..Ultimately,it will all be up to you to decide if you wanna stay with him or whatever. I guess i shdn’t have bothered to even know that you were with him. I can assure you now..whatever the outcome, it’s your own problem and i don;t wanna be involved in it.

Today’s Add math test was disgustin..couldn’t answer the whole of question 2??gosh..could kill myself. Wanted to go to the gym,waited fer my mum. But by that time, it was already 6? Forget it..shall just do some stupid jumping at home..Took the bus and mrt back with clovis yesterday,at least he seems better now. I don’t feel as so pressurized with him..shan’t elaborate on that. haha..He got quite a shock when i told him i stay at compass heights..and now he thinks i’m a rich kid..?? like erm..no lorzz..haha

Dinner timezzz~!



August 14, 2004, 6:28 am
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Today started off quite badly.Woke up at 8.15am den ate my breakfast super slowly and rushed to school. Thought i could reach there at erm..9.05? ended up reaching there at 9.25!!So paishes lor.. the instructors were like all there already!But heng ar, I was not appointed any bells fer the Fanfare song. So I was quite wasting my time there until about 11.30..Luckily I brought my lit book along, everyone started calling me a nerd??!!!Oh wells..

Came home..was listening to “one way”on my discman, so sat down at the piano and started playing too..haha luckily no one was at home. Coz i think it sounded quite bad. Later had Prata for lunch haha.. It was quite gross after the first piece. Anyways..went to Jurong that side to visit grandma’s grave. Stayed there a while..took many photos of ourselves..super ego sia. Yar..

Went to newton circus fer dinner! The food there is not that fantastic but super ex. ugh..maybe the seafood’s good. So no point fer me to go there coz i don’t eat seafood at all! Had alot of fun in the car when we were travelling in the car from home to jurong..then to newton.then back home..everyone was full of crap..madness!!!

YEah~pris and I dancing tmr..also the last time fer me until after exams..oh well..Haven’t learnt the steps properly yet lox..hafta meet pris earlier tmr b4 church to practice again..hehe hope i Dun forget to wake up. hees.

Gonna start studying now..or shd i watch catwoman??



dadadada///
August 13, 2004, 6:27 am
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don’t you just lurve the day and date today?It’s friday the 13th! Did anyone notice that??haha..Mah SSSOOOOOOOoooOOOOOO nice brother decided to be nice and allowed me to use his !!LAPTOP!! just to edit my blog profile and all since.. this lousy computer always hangs when i try to do it.. ThankssssSsSS!!

Lurve my blog now..It looks much much better. But have yet to change more things on mah blog. Such as the bells up there (don’t you find them niceee??) Oh well..have to consider again and also if my bro wants to be nice and lend me his !!LAPTOP!! again..*preEeety pleaseee??(pleading eyes,just like “puss in boots” frm Shrek 2)”

Got back test results this week, A and E math. PHEW!! i passed! And quite well too..!! Scored 16/20 for E math and 14/20 for A math..2 A’s in a row..so pleased. Had my first A math tuition today, was held in school..needed to slap myself a few times b4 i fell asleep!! buay tahan..Had a chem test. I should be able to pass quite well i hope. The questions were like from the 10 yr series!! heng i went through it the last night b4 going fer test.

Had some mini “performance” for principles from indonesia. erm..to “entertain” during their TEA! wth.. anyways, it went okay except fer me. 1)I played too loud. 2)played so many wrong notes and had one that was super obvious!! Felt so guilty and embarrassed!!

Tmr morning there’s handbells (and i’m not involved lehs). gonna be there from 9am to let’s see..12pm???gawd..going there to stone sia..Then afternoon go “pay a visit” to my grandmother..at the graveyard..yea. only my second time going..sigh!

got about 4 tests next week? damn..gonna start studying nows.Its jut so exciting!!