elizabeth's rants


what the…
September 24, 2004, 6:46 am
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guess what..I typed a super long entry and it’s all gone. Not gonna update anymore. IRRITATING!!!


terrible..frustrated
September 22, 2004, 6:45 am
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So yesterday’s piano exam didn’t go too well.. Came out of the examination room crying, looking like an idiot. I think I scared the girl that was going after me..Oh wells

It’s over, dun wanna talk about it.Today, Ms Kang was in a bad mood. I wonder why..English period, my grp was the first to present our product. Pretty spastic and lame but i think we did quite well.hee..

Finale exams are coming..I wonder if i can finish my revision in time. Now that the music exam is not going to be postponed..MORE TO STUDY!!!FYI, the music exam i’m referring to is not my piano exam aka the ABRSM one. I take music as an O level subject.. and there are so many things to remember!! + meeting new frens in this sort of classes doesn’t mean it’s always good ya know. Meeting weird pple who seem to be STALKING you is not nice.. and saying that “I SENT HER HOME YESTERDAY” to someone, but in actual fact, he was actually on his way home, is not nice too..

I’m crapping..just that this mad guy is getting on my nerves!*shudders at the thought*

                            I’m off to do LIT!



you to me are EVERYTHING!
September 18, 2004, 6:44 am
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I would take the stars out of the sky for you
Stop the rain from falling if you asked me to
I’d do anything for you your wish is my command
I could move a mountain when your hand is in my hand

Words cannot express how much you mean to me
There must be some other way to make you see
If it takes my heart and soul you know I’d pay the price
Everything that I possess I’d gladly sacrifice

Oh you to me are everything the sweetest song that I could sing
Oh baby…Oh baby
To you I guess I’m just a clown who picks you up each time you’re down
Oh baby…Oh baby
You give me just a taste of love to build my hopes upon
You know you got the power boy to keep me holding on
So now you got the best of me come on and take the rest of me
Oh baby

Though you’re close to me we seem so far apart
Maybe given time you’ll have a change of heart
If it takes forever boy then I’m prepared to wait
The day you give your love to me won’t be a day too late

Oh you to me are everything, the sweetest song that I could sing
Oh baby…Oh baby
To you I guess I’m just a clown who picks you up each time you’re down
Oh baby…Oh baby
You give me just a taste of love to build my hopes upon
You know you got the power boy to keep me holding on
So now you got the best of me, come on and take the rest of me
Oh baby



crampy crappy me
September 18, 2004, 6:43 am
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Went to the gym yest with sophia. It’s been a loooong time since i’ve been there. A few steps only, but cant be bothered to go. Hahaha..Ran 1.6km. Cannot make it. The stupid “bicycle” thing couldn’t work. But sophia’s could work.. So unfair. SO i tried the foot stepping thing..din know how to use it at all! I looked damn retarded doing it..hahaha! Wenta swim a while then went home.

Was so tired.. Tried to do geography. I guess A LITTLE went into my brain. Hahaahas.. 

Woke up at 6.30am today..thought it was sunday. Hahahahass..met pearly at the MRT to go macs fer meeting..more like a crapping meeting with breakfast. managed to settle some handbells stuff b4 i started having cramps! Did i drink too much tea or something? Drank like 2 cups thinking it would help with my stomach since it’s hot. But oh well..it didn’t work.

So i had cramps..kept lying down on the bench at macs..Ok. Went fer handbells.. They were playing the same songs again..pomp pomp (pomp and circumstances) and Rondeu(how do u spell it?) Fanfare. I thought i could sit around and do nothing again and do  something bout my stomach. But noooo.. the instructors just had to choose that unfateful day to conduct the choir (handbells..duh). First time.. made me more nervous..I didn’t even know where to put my hands *up or down???!!)As it got along.. was pretty fine *i hope*Feel so funny after the last beat where i must leave my hands in the air b4 giving the signal for everyone to damp their bells..FYI,”damp their bells” does not mean to take a wet cloth and make it damp..haha it’s to make it softer by resting it at the area just below the shoulder. Hahaha..

Took a bus back with pearly..talk about relationship stuff blah blah..then now i’m home. Supposed to for project but now hesitating coz my stomach HURTS!!!!!!!!!! 

This entry is crappy.

I believe in YOu
I believe Your has set me free
With all that I am
Iwill live my life for You



IZ missing in action
September 16, 2004, 6:42 am
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Kor kor left for China this morning.Didn’t get to say bye.. Tried saying gud night and bye last night, but guess he was too occupied with his computer. No point feeling sad, he probably couldn’t be bothered. Oh wells..hope he enjoys his time there! Coz I did when i was there.. many yrs back!

 

So..10 days my bro not at home.first time man. In 2000, my sis went to aus with her godparents for 2 weeks. Then in 2001, my parents went to England for 2 weeks i think, leaving th 4 of us at hme.It was fun. I even had the whole hse to myself a few days. So that leaves me with only my 2 brothers who havent gone overseas leaving me. Now, Iz is gonna be in China fer 10 days i think..So slowly gonna learn to survive when I’m alone. hahaha.I’m crapping and making no sense.. I wonder how everyone felt when i went to England..

 

I remember calling back nearly once every 2-3 days. Who knows why? The first day/night  (London), I was already looking for the cute little red telephone booths. Couldn’t open the door coz it was so freaking heavy! Couldn’t contact my parents coz they were in NZ and the time difference is way way.. So i could only email them when i had the chance to use the lodge’s computer. It was like 1pound for 500 secs i think..So $$$$ lor! But oh well..had to type super fast and couldn’t afford to make any spelling error. Haha.. I miss ENGLAND!! It’s  though you’re missing someone lehs! But somehow, I dun miss China, Aus, Phuket wadever.. malaysia..? Nah.. Maybe coz i know there would a rare chance of going back. But guess what?? I MIGHT have a chance to go back (to Manchester though) at the end of next yr for a short short short holiday. HOPEFULLY!!!

 

Today’s sci prac cannot make it larhs. Required us to burn some filtrate paper that has some solution on it. Everyone was like so freaked out when the filter paper caughtfire so quickly! Mine wasn’t too bad I guess.coz i was prepared mah..hahaha. It was quite fun. But dunno if i’ll actually do well for this paper. HOPE I DO!!

 

Oral yesterday wasn’t too bad. Ms LOH was my examiner lorrrsss!!! Duing chapel..I was silently hoping that she wldn’t be my examiner! Actually, I was actually hoping that I wldn’t get a teacher that knows me! BUT,it just had to be Ms Loh..Oh well.. It wasn’t too bad. I think reading wasn’t too bad. The last sentence was funny.Why anyone would want to play or watch  is something i will never understand.” The first 3 words of this sentence were like e most difficult to read. Hahaha.. picture desription was TERRIBLE!  There was nothing to talk about and I was so tempted to talk about the man with gigantic tummy at the corner of the picture. hahaha.. Oh well. Conversation was pretty eh.ok ..yar.. question”what’s ur favourite sport?” me”err.. Swimming..I enjoy swimming as it helps me to relax and feel less lethargic after studying. teacher” u feel lethargic after studying??” and i went”yar.. studying math makes me feel lethargic” and she went ” oh..okay” DIAOZ!!!!

Exams round the corner. Afraid yet wanting to put on a brave front.

 



September 14, 2004, 6:42 am
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He was a boy
She was a girl
Can I make it any more obvious
He was a punk, she did ballet
What more can I say
He wanted her, she’d never tell
Secretly she wanted him as well
And all of her friends, stuck up their nose
And they had a problem with his baggy clothes

He was a skater boy
She said see ya later boy
He wasn’t good enough for her
She had a pretty face
But her head was up in space
She needed to come back down to earth

Five years from now, she sits at home
Feeding the baby, she’s all alone
She turns on t.v. and guess who she sees
skater boy rockin’ up MTV
She calls up her friends, they already know
And they’ve all got tickets to see his show
She tags along, stands in the crowd
And looks up at the man she turned down

He was a skater boy
She said see ya later boy
He wasn’t good enough for her
Now he’s a super star
Slammin’ on his guitar
Does your pretty face see what he’s worth

Sorry girl, but you missed out
Well tough luck that boy’s mine now
We are more than just good friends
This is how the story ends
Too bad that you couldn’t see
See the man that boy could be
There is more than meets the eye
I see the soul that is inside

He’s just a boy, and I’m just a girl
Can I make it any more obvious
We are in love, haven’t you heard
How we rock each others world

I’m with the skater boy
I said see ya later boy
I’ll be backstage after the show
I’ll be at his studio
Singin’ the song we wrote
About a girl you used to know



September 10, 2004, 6:41 am
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Oh well..wrote this fer my best fren who is left heart-broken. I sound so pro bout this, but i’m not larhs..hahahaha. Wrote it a few nights ago, and suddenly she broke up with him. Thought it was kinda appropriate! :P

Desperation
Tell me please
What can I do without you
My world is not the same
Knowing you’re not beside me

Can I claim you as my own
Can I take you away
Can I leave my love with you
Please tell me “yea”

I trusted you
Doubt you did with me
Shattered pieces of glass
Broken..beyond repair

The words you spoke
They took my heart away
A smile I gave
In return of that

Now to ask me be your friend

I’m afraid it’s impossible
For from the time I knew you
We were not just friends

Something else was between us…
We both knew
Neither wanted to approach
Neither wanted to take the 1st step

Just when it started out
Everything crumpled and fell apart

A broken heart left to bleed
Copyright Elizabeth’s Production Pte Ltd–2004

 



dedication
September 10, 2004, 6:40 am
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Whoo..today was great great great!! hahaha..Went out with my family without IZ..Oh wells. Lemme start..heheheh

Went for piano lessons at 11am. Teacher only came at 11.20am..so was jus practising for fun. Exams are coming soon hahaha! Hopefully my last practical exam too.. Anyways..went to badminton court to meet ele after piano lesson. She was playing with Ben,Philip and jeshua..Jeshua’s so cute!! hehe. Had lunch at the nearby coffeeshop..the meepok was quite yucky though..haha

After that..we had a super hard time trying to stuff Ivan’s new bike into the car boot..haha was so funny trying to push it into the correct position. Finally, after a long long time, the bike went in with the handle dangling outside.. So we headed off to Safra(Changi) for bowling..Haven’t bowled fer a long time. Unless you wanna count the lousy alley in m’sia during church camp. Only my sis bro and I played.. parents were too..LAZY?? hahaha..my sis was like doing so well, while my score was like “cannot make it”..Only won her in the last game.. my highest score of 107..Okay okay I know it’s like quite pathetic larhs.. What do you expect from me? hahaha.So we bowled a total of 4 games ..pretty tiring.. But it wasn’t too bad. hhehees

Drove down to East Coast for cycling but it started to rain.. So we just stood in the shelter for a while b4 the rain stopped(PHEW!)Rented bikes which were not NOT comfortable at all.. but it was enjoyable larhs.. My parents took the double bike.Haha..and now that ivan canride his own 2-wheel bike, the 3 of us went ZOOOM ahead.. Kana scolded fer going too fast but i mean.. what’s the point of going slowly and having a high chance of getting bitten by moquitoes..hahaha. Cycled from one end to another..nv went  so far b4. Everytime we went east coast, we would either station at this side or the other. This itme round, we only brought those small sling bags.. so dun need to station somewhere. .go everywhere! ahahha..crap CRAP!!

Ended that day with dinner. Didn’t get to eat the bbq chicken wing..coz my dad bought the fried one instead! SOBZ.. Oh wells.. Was very enjoyable today. Though I didn’t have the chance to go sentosa fer the worship retreat, at least i had the time to spend withmah family! yeah!



loneliness
September 8, 2004, 6:38 am
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Guess it’s all over now
When i realized we’re not meant to be

Didn’t expect to go so soon
Ah..but oh wells.

Missed the times we had together

Where we were free
Now it’s my all my fault
That this was not meant to be

She came along
stole your heart, brought you away
Left me in the cold & darkness
Slashed…sheesh!



MELBOURNE HERE I COME
September 7, 2004, 6:37 am
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