elizabeth's rants

Current Mood: nauseated

I CANT WAIT TO GO SHOPPINGGG!!!!

seems like quite lag, now that the GSS is gonna end like anytime. somebody told me it ends in june, then another told me it ends in july. HMM i hope its JULY!new clothes, new bag, maybe new shoes too!my long belated present from mmy parents anyway. HEHE

my cousin’s leaving for autralia for further studies soon. sometimes i wonder to myself what will happen after slogging in JC for 2 yrs. Will i even get into a uni?let alone a LOCAL uni. The thought is kinda scary but we’ve gotta face up to such stuff right.i mean, half my midyears are quite screwed up and i cant imagine what would happen during prelims or even A’s!!!

ANYWAY, i had a dream last night..ugh!i mean it was a bad dream that’s why that response. but i wont say what it was..but it made me wanna box and kick somebody when i woke up. lol!gotta head back to the books soon..like now. oh and somebody PLS tell me how to change my LJ look. the standard template is  like so gross pls. =x

goodbye world, hi math.

3 more to go….

and all 3 have been qutie tortorous and bad =( i dunno hwo to describe it. maybe i shdn’t even talk about it. i thought it would be bad..but i didnt expect it to be SO bad. geez. i mean chem was like 2 hrs for 4 major long qns left me struggling cos i need MUCH more time. plus stuff that i knew (or at least, i thought i knew) came out, i cldn’t rmb them! that’s seriously the worst part. argh! econs– needless to say. i came out of the classroom..

Me: wah, i had 20 more mins left to stone cos i cldnt think of anything to write.

Gordon: my hand damn pain siah! i got no time to write finish.

see the start difference. i’m so dead. how am i ever gonna pass econs!!!

alright, math paper 1 tmr. 3 hrs. i better make use of every single minute. heh heh. instead of leaving half the paper blank again, like during block tests. eww, gross. i want the exams to enddd! This time next week i’d be freed from this torture, while my dear Toh Zi Jing mugs for his physics paper.hehe

i’m having a mixed of feelings now. it’s a feeling i’ve nv gotten before and i dunno how to deal with it. i’m sad, worried, anxious, and at a loss. 

you’re there dealing with ur major problems while i cant do anything to help. so who am i supposed to turn to when i get these horrid feelings.God. i’m become so reliant on pple that i’m losing sight of the road ahead. i need to go back to you  Lord. 

bless everyone around us and help me to trust in You.

i love spending my time talking to mr crappy aka gordon toh. we talk about lame things and then we talk about fun things, like our family trips overseas. Its so nice. no other words to describe that feeling. and its after we finish talking that we have that feeling. get what i mean? =p

so anyway, today was not as torturous as i thought it would be, but again one chpt short of our target. haha hopefully i can still rmb what i read =x econs is scary. 

Oh oh. we watched some FBI show during lunch. so interesting. but it was rather old, 1997 kidnapping. cool. =) kinda sad that the victim died though. 

popped by sylvia’s LJ today and saw this link. its so heart-wrenching.check it out urself. that’s why dad always tell me that every child born is a miracle of God.indeed so.but then again, sometimes i wonder why God lets His own children lose 3 kids, in a span of 4 years. Read the blog to understand what i’m referring to. its so sad. 

i wanna go russia with you!wahahaha

I love stats! =)

Yea sure.I guess its okay compared to the whole load of J1 rubbish that made me wanna puke blood while studying it. Today was Stats day, left with one more chpt, which means Gordon and I did 4 Chpts of Stats today!not too bad, nearly reached our target. =)

Anyway,today’s home cooked lunch was awesome. We basically “cooked” instant mee sua, microwaved instant terayaki chicken balls and some somba fish. Everything was instant. We got sick of instant noodles with eggs, so the former was the best we could do.hehe

Tmr is gonna be econs. I dreeaaaddddd econs to the max. seriously. i sometimes wonder how i’m even gonna pass it during the A’s. Sheesh.

Oh anyway, check out youtube for “Britian’s got Talent”. Really awesome what some can do. Especially the 6 yr old Connie Talbot Conny. She’s so adorable =)

This photo feels ancient.haha!

Current Mood: dorky

hmm thinking if i shd switch from blogspot to here. Still unsure of the stuff at livejournal but can learn right? haha

GUess its rather stupid to be thinking bout such things now when its just 5 days away from mid years! Argh i dont even wanna think about it. There’s really no time to finish studying everything. While on one hand i regret not starting revision earlier b4 the june hols, but there really wasnt much time! With choir and all, there was really only time to be catching up with current work. And falling sick on the last week of sch is not funny at all! Thanks to the fever and choir concert.

Okay, i shall go back to reading the horrid econs. It’s like 12am now. what is this world coming to? Teens studying into the wee hrs of the morning..this load of studyin will eat into our age!okay goodbye.

holidays now. study study study. that’s all i’ve been doing like everyday, with occassional sessions of wii tennis,bowling..etc. but on the other hand, it seems like there is not enuff time. also the reason i’m starting my absence from blogger again.

attended new creation’s church concert last night..with planetshakers!yea but 90% of the songs were like unknown to me. haha and new creation sang their own self-composed songs as well, not bad but still unknown to me. it was quite a new experience, quite different from the usual planetshakers conference. Pastor prince is a funny guy. haha

i created an LJ acc..used to read pple’s blogs.haha! but it’s more of a photo blog lah. in case my com crashes or something then at least i’ll have some photos on the net.haha! lame shit. bye bye.